Escape the Okie Zone

Low Moonday
I think everyone is feeling the low ebb of the moon as their energy is waning and we often plateau in our growth during this phase .. I have to be careful about trying herb when there's a significant chance of feeling lonely.
It's that sadness when you see the spring rain almost color the desert shrubbery green. With the mist and clouds, the mountains looked almost Irish. and I see the clouds rolling down the foothills almost as if I can reach the Navaho Gods! Buffy is running and so happy to experience her 2nd spring with me.
She helped me escape the Okie Zone and now we can both do our magic. Eventually I want to pray that I will meet a medicine man so that I could share with him and let him share his powers with my future and me.
I'm looking forward to going to a sweat lodge. I see that in the future. I then thought that someone could bring out the bagpipes to celebrate being in the highlands of Scotland, but I'm in Indian Country a guest of this land.
I can see myself hanging out and who knows about establishing myself?? I fight the wander lust still deep in my loins and my roots, that instinctive desire to travel, my Cro-Magnon ancestor speaks to me from deep inside my genetic pool
he helps me remember that special cave on our special beach!
I feel that I had a happier life sometimes ... where I grew old with my wife and saw my children grow like the green desert shrub "relax on the herb" she says as she grabs the herb away
just kidding, M ! ;)

Today I feel the finity of my life and it doesn't bother me as much.... fear of dying or being alone can accelerate the depression....
the scary thing is for our minds to quit working and the consciousness that we have now evaporates into thin air or??? does our energy live on? Our consciousness?
Is Alene still seeing the world through my eyes, can she still see and register??

I have to collect a lot for our chess team on the way to the state meet 2nd weekend in April! I pray to our universal energy and the Gods the Navahos pray to get us to the state meet and to play the best that we can!
Amen

Speaking of Gods I thought my letter to Ronny Reagan might be slightly humorous??;)

The nine most terrifying words in the English language are: 'I'm from the government and I'm here to help.'" -President Ronald Reagan"

Dear Ron,
sorry about what's happened to your party! Hey, you had Nancy to keep you in check. And George Jr. , did you ever meet him personally? I know you were in a lot of grade B movies, but you were the best president to follow George sr.'s script. I don't know about his son though? :( . Maybe you could chat with him and help him straighten out the mess he's created in this country and the world, besides pollution (Ronnie, I know you cared about the environment because you really knew how to ranch and actually ride a horse instead of a mountain bike, with Lance Armstrong, no less! tee hee ...talk about a hound for publicity and then he actually posed with the autistic basketball thrower. He should have told him that because of being in special ed himself, he was able to pass Yale. They gave him extra time and read the tests to him. He didn’t have to do the essay part. I know you could actually write, Ron!)
Your liberal friend on earth,
Montana
ps. I'm sure you didn't mean that the government doesn't want to help us, because you were part of it and I'd like to think you wanted to help the common people?? oh, and uh, does George jr. have a direct hotline to Jesus’ Dad like he thinks?

The nine most terrifying words in the English language are: 'I'm from the government and I'm here to help.'" -President Ronald Reagan"???
Hey, Ron, sorry about what's happened to your party! Hey, you had Nancy to keep you in check. And George Jr. , did you ever meet him personally? I know you were in a lot of grade B movies, but you were best president to follow George Sr.'s script the best. I don't know about his son. Maybe you could chat with him?
Your liberal friend on earth,
Montana
ps. I'm sure you didn't mean that the government doesn't want to help us, because you were part of it and I'd like to think you wanted to help the common people?? oh, and uh, does George jr. have a direct hotline to Jesus's Dad like he thinks?