Escape the Okie Zone

Back to the Okie Zone...its weird the way 2 years have passed so suddenly...Im at least excited about seeing my old neighbors ..My house has so much work to put on it...
Im still waiting to see the reaction from everyone about my large eagle tatoo on my arm..I impulsively had it done with an experience native artist on the Rez. It was so beautiful...Im trying to tune into art so much more since the arl class did their wildlife on the boarders of our chessboard.. had a good cry with one of the secretaries about the whole ..she remarked how so many don't want the chess to succeed because they are jealous..
i knew that but to hear it from her made my day and I was getting all verklempt about how my chess players are walking tall. My four best players are special ed and they have proved to themselves and everyone how smart they are!


May 31, 2007, 11:44 AM (land of enchantment time :)
going to the same old haunts makes you realize how time flies by while you sit still...everyone is going through the Wendy's drive thru...Uncle Ron just passed away and it doesnt faze...another year and then summer vacation will transpire like its a weekend..

listening to Shania Twayne (rhymes with my name) and that song takes me how wonderful it would be someone like her singing about you...and Muffy calls at the same time...


June 21, 2007, 4:08 PM
ok about 4 weeks have passed and what have I done with my summer vacation paralyzing fear??
its seems like lately I have become obsessed with my own little laptop as a way to communicate with people!..
I arrived back in the okie zone last night and had a relaxing with Buffy often being the center of attention. It makes me realize who good a father I could be when I meet the right emotionally adjusted woman..I guess that will be hard to find unless I look overseas...

It is overwhelming thinking about all the things that I have to do with my house!
I get bouts of severe laziness which only adds to the depression!
I need to make a list of goals for the summer and then the next two years. She wants to take a cruise with her kids and have me take her to Pennsylvania! She is so well organized like someone else I knew but so emotionally volatile, I don't know if I candle her anymore. She wants to see me somewhere away from her home and kids. That was the worst 3 weeks of summer that I've ever had!
1. fix up my house a. plumbing
b. organize the other rooms and maybe even get a truck...get up early some morning and find a place for storage.
c. get a huge trash bin, dismantle the refrigerator so we can throw that and the dishwasher away
d. fix the wall of the bathroom
e. get a regular refrigerator.
2. take a trip to australia or venezuela!