finally made it last night to my muse's home and comfort zone..
we will join together tomorrow night and it still hasn't dawned on me
Hochzeit is german for marriage
hoch- high
zeit- time
Watching "Two Towers" on their high defintiion tv!
I understand why muse wants to stay here another week...it feels so safe and warm from the anger and negative vibes what I once called Utopachi...hate destroys any chance of that every happening...
I will most likely take a leave of absence from this place in a couple of months...there is so much work to do to tie up loose ends...
I haven't even called my brother...am I constantly escaping from the past and continual failures...this was actually believe it or not my best 3 years of teaching and I have become a better math and sped teacher...