Escape the Okie Zone

this a personal creative non-fiction journal about a traveler and his evolving life. He saw the waning warmth of humans through his puppy's eyes and now he see the world through his child's eyes. He thought much of our country's warmth went dormant when Bush held our country hostage! Some of my hostile readers suffering from overinflated egos might actually think that I might be writing about them on this blog! Get a life please ;)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

 

I learned some pretty hard lessons in life...
I could easily get down on myself, which I did this rainy afternoon...two weeks after arriving in this country...settling down into just bumming in the hills of the Ozarks...'
I was boo hooing into a hypoglygemic depressed state...I was in the Niagra falls of self pity..
her son must think I am totally goofy...
You wouldn't believe my stash ws picked out of my pocket and he took it with him to the cot...
and it was all over the bed..
the whole family heard...
I am too embarassed to even talk about it on this blog...but fuck it..Im not gonna teach this year and no employers would look at this...only maybe relatives ...who Im too embarassed for them to see my innermost secrets on this blog...
my inlaws would probably freak...but the Dad shows the herb but still wants to hide it from his son...
it sounds so familiar ...
closet cannabis smokers passing judgement on others...when they know it's safer that cigarettes and alcohol...
well I cleaned it out of the cot...but not after my brother in law pointed it out to the whole family..
It reminds me of another episode when a gf's daughter found my large stash hidden with the recently developed walgreen photos...
I stupidly left that in the lavoratory for her and her teenage friend to smoke at kiddy parties...amazing...
how embarassing...
this is why I just wanna be incognito away from others ...
but there has to be a place..outside of Nimbin New South Wales...where closet cannbis youths and grownups don't pass judgment...
yep my step-dad is a stoner...
oh well

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