Escape the Okie Zone
this a personal creative non-fiction journal about a traveler and his evolving life. He saw the waning warmth of humans through his puppy's eyes and now he see the world through his child's eyes. He thought much of our country's warmth went dormant when Bush held our country hostage! Some of my hostile readers suffering from overinflated egos might actually think that I might be writing about them on this blog! Get a life please ;)Sunday, August 30, 2009
ok... we are fighting depression... How do we deal with it?? first of all we have to come to terms with the disability, accept it... and get in the zone of combatting the daily challenge of whatever "disability" we may have that makes us worry??... fear of death fear of not being loved or of falling into and out of love... hmmm, now here I can at least go for a swim into the deep blue ocean...
there are boogie boarders and board surfers
all with black wet suits... so in my old shell I swim out there in my surf Mermaid Beach lifesaving speedos...
years of accumulated blubber my only insulation
oh and a beard with a little growth on the sides of my head I'm again one with the ocean regardless of how cold it gets... there is a bond with the water where we opened up the small box of ashes of our parents' remains... thats probably one of the biggest fears.. first Mom and then Dad... my other soulmate left me and seeing her being buried in the cold winter ground,it all sinks deep into my memories
so I go on...
get out of bed and go for a surf in the rejuvenating waters of Mermaid Beach... yeh, mate!, no worries.. be happy!
that would make the loved ones happy...
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