Escape the Okie Zone

this a personal creative non-fiction journal about a traveler and his evolving life. He saw the waning warmth of humans through his puppy's eyes and now he see the world through his child's eyes. He thought much of our country's warmth went dormant when Bush held our country hostage! Some of my hostile readers suffering from overinflated egos might actually think that I might be writing about them on this blog! Get a life please ;)

Friday, March 12, 2010

there are so many things that I have to do...
I can also feel so overwhelmed yet
I dont want to depend on a medication such as adderall to focus better
it could cause unknown side effects...
but the bronze exam for becoming a volunteer lifeguard on sunday is coming up
I am nervous about that and feel with the adderall
I could focus better

so I think that it will be good to be able to do it without meds

but I will feel more confident

with a little...

especially knowing the instructor will be there who stated that I was not ready for the assesment a month ago...

I want to not let things like that bother me...but I will actually pray

and feel my confidence in myself will still keep improving with age...

as I become wiser..(hopefully)

all of this and then not even wanting to think about the house in the Okie Zone can be overwhelming

along with helping my wife to cope with her daily depression...

life can be tough

but then I look at our wonderful beautiful son and believe it is all worth while to bring him into this world and share our lives with him!

posted by Garvald # 3/12/2010 12:26:00 AM

Comments:

Muffy says: MY grandson is Lennon. It was not AHHnald from the capitol of Cal-e-forn-ia.

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Anonymous : Friday, March 12, 2010 2:51:00 PM GMT+10:00

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